Bottle of Drugs

Bottle of Drugs

I started off with prescription pills ate 1
and ended up eating 8 pills
spills of water on my shirt, first I went to my room
gravitate to a bag of shrooms, fell on the floor of my room
I went zoom into another dimension when I popped about 4
tore my throat and trachea but I don't feel it
I salivate when I smell the needle on a silver plate with heroine
Yea that drug is my Heroine, she keeps me high with smiles
Stuck it into my vain, my head starts to go into a rush of headaches
I grip my ears and proceed to rip it out, my nails penetrate the skin
and spews out blood, I'm fuckin' in pain but I need to do this or I'll go insane
took my pencil and ripped out my ear through my ear lobe,
blood flowing down my elbow, my heart rate I can feel going
down below, this is going downhill fast, I pick up the phone
I just noticed I don't got no ears on my dome so I can't hear
I just dial it, and scream. HELP HELP IM BLEEDING PLEASE HELP ME I'M PLEADING FOR MERCY.
The operator says I'm sorry sir you got the wrong number, not knowing I called a dude
over 65 longitude to the east in India. Fell asleep dead on the ground
they didn't discover my body till weeks came, and saw ants claim my body as there food.

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My head starts to cry out sweat,
hands shaking, taking some Valium I won't regret.
Over the counter shit, and a bottle of nyguil to quench my sleepy thirst
first I get a plate of food to get me full,
clean out my pipe, put some meth in it,
light up the bottom, lights dimmed looks like autumn
I'm so close to death that I don't see it cause I'm blind from this smoke
my throat swells up from the binges that it chokes me from the air
I need
The weed it gets me thinkin' but sometimes I don't know what the fuck I'm doing
sold my house, forgot about my family, just to get the high
Shrooms got me thinking that I could fly till I saw with my eyes that I'm 10 stories high
saw angel wings with doves but they quickly turned to demons
within is a battle I struggle to fight, this ain't a disease or self pity I request
I need the respect I lost for myself back, you see I lack the emotional strength
and mental capacity you see my brain is in pain. So i pop these Oxycontin to relieve the stress I have
just come to find out I fell asleep dead, with a whole case of lead poisoning, [PAUSE] I ate
about 10 nails just to see my blood cells spew out from inside me, its suicide with no note
but don't quote on what I said.

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I contemplate weather to put this pistol to my head
my statement is not valid, Acid and PCP its all I need
bleed till I can feel the blood under my feet, squishy
the doctors ask me, oh let's have a looksy,
they open me up, they see burnt organs and false hope
they look at me and tell me, "I don't know how you can cope with this"
Simple doc, take a keg of alcohol mix it with Tylenol and you got a high
He says I'm crazy, I tell him I'm fucking insane, you see these vains
I'll pop them, smear them all over my shirt and sell it to a Norte
You don't want to fuck with me? I say I'll go in a liquor store,
start shit and pop the cashier, put a bullet through his ear, so you can't hear
clear out the register, took the money and waved good bye
walked about a mile with a bag filled with cash, with a mustache I bought
from a tranny, took out a bag of methadone from my fanny pack, lack of water
I drinked from the gutter, the police find me sleeping on the street
turned me over with my Adams apple out through my mouth, with blood coming
all four directions in my face, eyes nose ears mouth, with a grenade gripped
and pressed on my chest, pins gone but my fingers slipped off,
the police stunned, Boom, the pellets hit their cornea and there blind for life
All for a fucking head rush from a bad case of drugs. Da fuck is going on my mind.

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